•Clinging to his promises•

Colossians 1:11 11 being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and joyfully.

I've hard a hard time with conviction from the lord, but in this time I know he is strengthening me. He is making me the women that I was first created to be. I find myself becoming impatient because I don't know what the future holds, I feel like my life is at a pause.... and it is. I know the Lord is steadfast in his promises and what he has for me know I more than I could've ever expected on my own. We have to joyfully wait on the father and know that his will is true and that he is the same might God that me read about in the bible. With patience and acceptance for this life comes knowledge and wisdom but we will have trials and tribulations that we can only overcome with him. He never said this life would be easy but the we wait on him and faith. I've found myself confused and ashamed of who I was but God continues to reel me in, teaching me grace, patience, and love. I'm no longer in the race to gain, and I don't have to earn his loving kindness a d forgiveness, the price was paid.  If I just completely let go of the dagger in my chest of my past hurts then I will finally be free , free to be who he wants me to be.